#SONGS ABOUT CRACK ADDICTION FULL#

Some cheerful guy comes in and offers refreshments telling us he is in charge of the upkeep of this place. A lady reaches out her hand almost pleading for his loveвЂ¦ she is here lonely and sad.

#SONGS ABOUT CRACK ADDICTION FULL#

He comes to a big burly guy full of muscles looking to keep up his status of a tough guy he gives Hucka a playful little sneer.

I am standing as if my feet were stuck in drying cement unable to make out what I think of this place.ДЄlong comes a pit bull named Hucka and he goes from Guest to guest as if assessing their needs and feeling out the ones that are trust worthy or need to leave. The people enter and either sit on the stained couch or stand and mingle and wait. I have not seen this вЂfriendвЂ™ and my new love has gone to another room. Swirls of smoke are everywhere like little aspirations or spirits whoвЂ™ve been here but never wanted to flee, the swirling smoke circles all around meвЂ¦.spirits taking overвЂ¦. The darkness makes the ugliness sort of like a haze in which my mind can not make out and it is sort of hypnotizing. The floor is covered in glass and debris, bare of furniture except for a very stained and torn couch. I scream with fear inside my head not knowing what I will find here. These feelings push me forward and also tell my mind to flee. For it seems like I am trespassing, somewhere I should not be, somewhere that was forbidden for me. As my new love leads me further into this вЂhouseвЂ™ I question where I am. There is a big mirror just inside the door reflecting the sun back outside as if to say, вЂSun and beauty, you are not welcome hereвЂ™. My new love just squeezes and kisses my lips to reassure me and I enter. He knocks on the door and hears a distant вЂCome inвЂ™ demanding and forceful, impatient and it frightens me. He wants to get me a gift that would make our newly found intimacy complete. My love is holding my hand as we approach his friendвЂ™s house. The sky is a bright blue and kids are playing in the distance. I walk down a path hearing the birds twitter their cute little song, and smell the scent of a newly bloomed lilac bush. Recovery is a journey one full of friends and hope we share our stories wisely to give others hope, addiction is a killer one that kills the soul, recovery is the answer it helps you to be strong and bold. I walked into a meeting and shared all that I could a story of survival a story from my heart. With a heavy heart I gave it all I could,I started moving forward like they said I would, I started climbing slowly until I found my feet, I was meeting new people they where happy for me. Then one sunny morning on May the 1st I recall, I was sitting down starring at my wall, I started to wonder why- my wall it touched the sky, i believed I could climb it i wanted to know why. It took me past the edge where normally you find peace all I felt was suffering I was overcome buy grief, please someone help i stuck IвЂ™m all alone the fear is all around me the pain I now call home. I carried on using abusing my so called friend I was in the dark waiting for it to end, the pain was there to remind me that I was alone,my friend was not my friend he it was a mighty foe. Then one day I snapped I ended on my back my friend had all but left me an enemy on the attack. This went on for years my friend and me we ruled we thought that we had everything we felt ten feet tall.

I never felt alone I had a friend for life one that would not argue and cause me trouble and strife. I thought I found the answer when I found drink and drugs, it took away the pain it took away the dark. Writing in general is a great technique to understand and release feelings and desires within an individual undergoing short term drug rehab. Two authors, Mark Langford and Dawn Reif understand the concept of letting emotions flow onto paper. One way to release emotional tension is through the writing & reading of poetry. The release of stressful and painful emotions can lead to a better understanding of the feelings themselves. Sometimes taking a step back and focusing our emotions into one channel is a calming form of venting that is beneficial. Reading heroin addiction poems can help you relate with others going through the same thing.

Heroin Addiction can be a gruesome and controlling problem within ones life.

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